I'm still a little baffled at how two years of work could be down the drain after only a week. I miss the "me" that existed just a month ago. Sure, I was busy lusting after that idiot José, but it didn't take up my every minute of every day. God damn. Right after Sean's party, I realized that he was distancing himself from me again and I went down ( Read more... )

Last post, I mentioned that Sean and I barely communicated. I was really shocked to see him actually Facebook RSVP to a general invite to my birthday party earlier this month. Actually, it was really nice seeing him. He looks as good as ever. I anticipated if he would be any different, especially reguarding the news I recently learned from Josh. ( Read more... )

What kind of a person am I? I seriously don't understand the workings of my brain? And if I don't understand myself, then how can I ever possibley find somebody else who will? I am doomed ( Read more... )

Eating alone at Pepe's Chicken for lunch. It's times these that I actually enjoy being by myself, with my thoughts. I'm surprised at rather how anti-social I've been lately. Not in a bad way or anything; I'm not moody or diliberately blowing people off I just like the quiet ( Read more... )

If you've noticed the lack of updates lately, I'm sorry, but I've been a bit busy DRIVING MY BRAND ASS NEW CAR AROUND MOFUCKAS. Oh my God, I am so in love with it. It's a 2010 Hyundai Accent GS and it's just the cutest thing ever. Its tiny. Yes, it's a total girl car, but IDEGAF. I can't believe I got a new one. I was expecting a used Cobalt or ( Read more... )

No one is allowed to complement me, ever. Really, its for your own safety. I'm telling you this because MY EGO inflates like a Goodyear blimp, y'all and if you guys could hear the vile, douchebaggy thoughts in my mind sometimes, you all would never speak to me again. I am a horrible person ( Read more... )